i disappeared to find my power

I've been quiet. Hiding. 

Or hidden. It's hard to tell. 

Either way, God has been blessing me with opportunities to explore the nuances and complexities of identity.

The truth is, I've been wrestling with something that maybe you've felt too - the exhausting pressure of maintaining a "respectable" image.

You see, when people started seeing my life as perfect, I internalized that pressure. And a deep part of me was afraid to disappoint. 

But God has been working on my heart. Through this time of deep questioning, I realized that the very “respectability” I thought would give me influence was actually limiting my power.

I just uploaded my rawest, most unfiltered video yet. No fancy lighting. No lashes. Just me, raw and unfiltered, claiming my permission to be seen fully.

If you've mastered the "right" way to be, but lost yourself... 

Then this is for you.